sarguzashte yek javan k shayad vase kheyliya etfaq oftade ,inu neveshtam chun to majazi alaki dl mibAndimu vardE y raBete y tarafE mish!mu kheyliya b tore taBi'ei az in raBete'ha zarbe sang!ni mikhuran,ZOD DEL MIBANDIM ,DIR DEL MIKANIM,INJA DUNYAYE MAJAZI HAST ZIYADO ZOD JDI NAGIRINESH:ma adamye ehsasati hastim pas bA ehsase hamd!ge Bazi nakunim@>y nafar bA yki dust mishe hala b amd YA qeyre amad gul ,rakaB ya harch! K hasto mikhurEO raBete tah mikeshe,hese tanfor b eshtebAh az hame jense mukhalf m!g!reo hamaru bA ham qati mikuneo b in aqidE mirese k are hame dukhtara ya pesara kareshun farib dadane%)pas b f enteqam na az oun tarafEsh k az hamjen'saye g.f ya b.f sAbEQesh miyufteo haminjur y dayere buzurge bi etmadiyu kine k mot'asfane bishtare jame'e javoune maru grfte,ziyad qur zadam:D inam dastan k kuli hasto faqat mukhtase jame'e majazi nist:
"rastesh khudamam nafahmidam ,ta omadam bebinam chekhaBar shodE ruze 2shanbe budo avalin qarar,ruberuyam neshaste bud toye kafi shape havali meydane ta haminjaru bdunin kafiye:D.
Yeki az hamkaram bud,2sali bud k mishnakhtamesh,chehre khubi dashto andami munaseb,az an DUkhtar'haye saru zaBan daru ba namak k juluye pesar'ha kam nemyuvord.gah! Ba khudam f mikunam k man asheqe in 3ta faktoresh shodam,ch!ze d!gari nadasht.b lahaze tahsili az man paeintar budu az lahaze khanevadg! Barabar,tanha farq man zadE y shahre kuchaku oun zadEye y shahre gundE%):Dfazaei k dar an tarbiyat shodE budim bA ham farq mikard.nemidanam vaqti k dar kenaresh qarar m!grftam chera fazaei bud k man mishodam motkaleme vahde:o
oo faqat gush mikard.
chun pishnahadE ezdevaj dadE budam(yani b yki hamkaram k raBetaman bud guftam k qasd man ezdvaj ast na dusti)sadqane tamame jiju puke zendg!mu besh gufte budm,hata yadame y shaB shenasname,karte meli,payan khedmat v hata barge saBte name daneshgaho karnamamu guzashtam to y pushe v b oo dadamu guftam in tamame madareki ast k sabet mikune man kistam.
HududE 6ma bA ham budim.az haman ruze aval midunestam javaBesh manfiye,ama nemidunam chera say kardam k mara b ounvane hamsare ayandE'ash bepazirad.an ruz'ha hamech!z barayan"na"shudE bud.masalan dar zehnam dashtam b oo f mikardamu dar otobus neshaste bodam k nagahan musafri goft:"na,nemishavad!"in ra khosh yumn nemidanestam v engar k pishguei mikard k nemishavad.az in "na"ha ziyad mishnidam.masalan vaqti barayam SMS mifrestad qable az inke bazesh kunam nagahan az T.V mishnidam:"na,bikh!yal sho"in "na"ha ba'es shode bod hata jurat nakunam darbare'ash f ra b zehnam rah daham.ba vojudE inke motma'en budam javabesh manfi ast ama mitarsidam j manfi b man pishnahad bdE,daqun budam,halu husele karu nadashtam.age j SMSamo midam ya toye chat tahvilam m!grft por enerji mishodam vagarna...shab'ha k aslan khab nadashtam.az sa'at 11,SMShayeman shuru mishodo ta hudude 3subh.tamame saye man in bud k harfi nazanam ta narahat sheo ch!zi nagam k b dl beg!re.az tarafi nemikhastam az man dlzade she.shnide budam dukhtar'ha az pesar'haye maqrur khusheshun miyad(in b matlaB kar nadare:rofl:)b hamin khater bazi oqat SMShashu ba takhir midadam.dar tole an 6mah h!ch ruzi nabod k az khab bidar shamu estrese"na" shenidan nadashte basham.aslan hushu havas nadashtam.hata barkh! Az hes'haye ta'biei ham dar man kam shode bodo tarside bodam k mabada barayam moshkeli pish amade bashad!
Karam in shode bod k ta sare kar miraftam jimeylamu va mikardamo b chat mashqul mishodam.hamishe az raBete'haye y tarafE haras dashtamo bel akhare nasibam shod.qable inke az in dukhtar k khodam entekhab karde bodam khast'gari kunam ,dokhtari az man khaste'gari karde bod!(in ham yek mudleshe)ama h!ch'gah natonestam asheqe oun shamu rabete'amu qat karam.dokhtarake bichare kheyli azab kesh!de bod.hala charkhe ruzegar gashte bodo man in bar darg!re rabete'ei yek tarafE shodE bodam.cheshamu baste bodamu nemifahmidam daram pa b che dunyaei mizaram.karam in shode bod k to alame bipoli az inu oun pol qarz beg!ramo haftei 2.3shab ta khunashun k ta kilometr'ha dortar bod beresanamo khodamo ba hezar badbakhti rah! Khane kunam.kholase onqad pish raftim k kar b mo'arfi man b khnevadash kesh!d.dar in h!so bis bodim k nemidunam chera b yek bare j manfi shenidmo abe paki ro dastam rikhte shod.chon motma'en bodam j "na" ra khaham shenid,khodamo baraye chenin rozi amade karde bodam.j manfi agarche kheyli sakht bod ama hamin k mara az halate taliq(barzakh)biron avarde bod kheyli khosh'hal bodam.taklifam roshan bod."na"ro k shenidam az tahe dl nafase amiqi kesh!dam.qafel az inke roz'haye besyar sakhti k takonon tajrobeshan nakarde bodam dar entezaram ast;
ruz'haei k tamame in dunya bArayam az zendan ham tang'tar bodu hata gah nemitavanestam nafas bekesham,b yad in k dge nist miyuftadam engar hese khafg! Daram,engar dalili vase zendE budan nadaram,ina vaqe'an ch!zi hastan k etfaq oftadanu tajrubeye kheyli hast.na dost dashtam tanha bAsham na bA dostan,na mitoNestam bekhaBam na naei vase bidari dashtam.b har jaye in shahr miraftam khatereye oun bud.narDe'haye sakhtemane bAlaye mahale karam,khiyaBan'haei k ajib b esmesh namguzari shodE bodo dar kul tamame shahr khaterati az oo bod.gah tahamul kardane sharayet pas az "na" shenidan vaqe'an qeyre qaBele tahamul bod.an muqe bod k fahmidam chera bArkh! Az afrad nemitavanand tahamul kunando dast b khod kush! Mizanand.kheyli f mikardam.ruz'ha ang!zei bAarye bidar shodan az khaB nadashtamu agar majbor naBudam kar kunam az khaB bidar nemishodam.shaB'ha ham k khaBam nemibord.sdaye zange SMS ru k mishenidam dlam havaei mishod.majbor shodam sdaye zange mubilamu avaz kunam.kami k guzasht didam in vaz nemishavad zendg! Kard.2.3dost peyda kardam v bA anha dar in bAre harf zadam.rahnamaei'haei kardand ama didam faqat khodam hastam k mitounam b khodam kumak kunam .tanhaei harf mizadam.minveshtam,gah mikhundam,v dar nahayat yek soale asasi az khodam purSidam:"aya in ham bod k man dunbAlesh bodam?"
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